After the End by Clare Mackintosh

Clare Mackintosh is one of my absolute favourite authors. She wrote the brilliant I Let You Go and the almost-as-brilliant I See You and Let Me Lie. I saw her speak at our local Waterstones earlier this year and she said she’d just written the book she’d wanted to write for 12 years – After the End (although at Waterstones she was actually talking about her collection of writing – A Cotswold Family Life).

Twelve years ago, Clare and her husband were faced with the most awful decision a parent could ever make – whether to let their critically ill son die. Although not based on her own experience, After the End was inspired by it. I knew I had to read it, but I thought I would have a long wait until it came out in paperback. But then good old Sainsbury’s came up trumps – with a bargain hardback.

After the End isn’t a thriller like her other books. The only thing it has in common with Clare’s other novels is her brilliant writing. It’s similar to a Jodi Picoult, but better. I really like Jodi Picoult, but some of the more American aspects of her writing grate on me a bit.

In After the End, a married couple, Max and Pip, are faced with the awful decision of whether to let their beloved two-year-old son, Dylan, die. Dylan has been ill for many months and isn’t getting any better. Should they try an innovative treatment? Would it give him any sort of ‘life’? Or would it be kinder to let him die peacefully?

While Max and Pip both love their son and each other, they can’t agree on what is right for him. And if they can’t decide, someone else will need to take that terrible decision for them.

The story is written from the perspectives of Max, Pip and the doctor treating Dylan – Leila. It follows Dylan’s time in hospital, the decision and what happens afterwards – after the end. Can Max and Pip ever rebuild their lives?

The narrative was very straightforward, but then it took a surprising turn. How could I forget that Clare Mackintosh is the queen of the twist in the middle of the book? There is even a twist right at the end, which I really didn’t see coming.

This is a brilliant book. I absolutely loved it. I shed A LOT of tears over it. Not just at the end of the book, but throughout the story.

If you’ve suffered a child loss yourself, this is probably a book to steer clear of. But, if not, I would definitely recommend After the End.

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  1. Oh my goodness, that sounds absolutely heartbreaking. I guess sometimes you have to read something like this just to help you understand humanity more.

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    • It really was heartbreaking, but it was a brilliant read. I must admit I do like a book that makes me cry, even though they’re not everyone’s cup of tea.

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  2. It does sound an interesting book. A nightmare situation that no parent wants to go through. I like the idea of it being told from three angles. She’s not an author I’ve read.

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    • She’s a brilliant author and I would recommend all of her books.

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  3. I’ve also read Let me Lie and I See You which are both brilliant books. I will have to look out for this as she is a fantastic author x

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    • She is a brilliant author and I’m sure you will love this one too, but you will definitely need your tissues! x

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    • It is a tough read, but it’s beautiful too. Some people don’t like such an emotional read and I can totally appreciate why they wouldn’t, but I love books like this!

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    • That’s understandable. The subject matter definitely isn’t for everyone.

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  4. Adding this to my to be read list ASAP #readwithme

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    • I’m sure you will absolutely love it! It’s a beautiful book.

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  5. I’ve never actually read anything by Clare Mackintosh but I keep hearing lots of good things about her books. Might be time for me to try one myself! #readwithme

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    • She is a fantastic author. I would highly recommend all of her books.

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